mood swing..

Mood-swing - I think I heared this term first time 5 yrs before when one of colegue was talking about an other in usual cofee-bitching session. When I understand this term I thought this is for some eccentric character type persons's thing. Well after 5 yrs I realise that shit am one among that. Am too lazy to justify my above point try to explain with the hepl of the the chat script betwee me an priya - she is one of my best friend.

[me]: hey u

[priya]: ys

[ We were just talking about the Superstart movie Endhiran which jsut releasd 2 days ago and other ususal useless things..Just cutting straight to the point]

[me]: hey..i might go to Italy..this month end

[priya]: hey unnakum ennakum same horoscope (this is reply for the previous msg from me..

so sad

wow thtz gr88 pop

[me]: sad / gr88 ??? ( we have to put some mokkai comedy just to keep the chat going ..enna seiyya)

:)

[priya]: adaddda

sad sonnathu for our fate

gr88 sonnathu for ur italy trip

[me]: ya...i know.. just kidding ...

[priya]: for ur project?

[me]: some how something is keeping me energetic !!!

illapa..ennoda girlfriend ooda date-ku

[priya]: dae unnaku gal frnd

atha enkita vera sollura

[me]: pinna enna...nakkal (jsut remembering Super start saying.."nakkal illa nikkal" am sure this must be from Sujatha. What is Sujatha wants to write a story of my boring and dry life a novel..konjam over than illa...ok lets get back to the thread.)

[priya]: enna kodumai sir ithu

illa italy sonnaiya

athan ketan

[me]: same project..so customer..new country..

yaya..official

[priya]: yep good country to

[me]: ya..

3 wks

[priya]: get me nice things for me

chumma varathae

[me]: sure...

sure..

[priya]: good

same time no work alcholic ("i dontknow where this is comming from, you shoudl talk to my manager Stuart in Canada. Am finding all the way to evade things. ")

have some outing

don't be buthu

[me]: my friend was telling ..these are the places not to be visited "alone" :)

ya..hey..im never workaholic..

[priya]: correct da loose

this is honeymoon spot

[me]: yes...i'll try

[priya]: i thought of telling first itself, seri already pain romba feelinga irukan, namma vera no oil poring

vitutan

[me]: hahaha...all my friends are telling the same....good part is all friends knew me fully...good to know ;)

[priya]: within 3 week have to correct ponnu

[me]: u know something...my passport pages are over.... :)

[priya]: parra!!!

seri seri ulagam sutrum valiban

[me]: i couldn't do it properly in 4 yrs...3 wks la enna !!

ya..just have 2 more pages...just filling it with italy..

[priya]: nee kalaku mamu nee kalaku

[me]: hey...im thinking of asking for a transfer or a long-term travel...

to Eurpoe

[priya]: thatz good

have somee change

[me]: well not a planned thought...just my instinctive thought..

[priya]: u'll feel better

sure get man

[me]: not sure....what and how other things would fall in places...family, marriage, work.. girl

ya..

am thinking about that on and off...but not craze about it...

i'll talk to my mngmt ..lets c

[priya]: um...

pesama neeya ore ponnu paru

[me]: ya....wat and how i dont know

[priya]: being gal i cannot talk to my parents unnaku enna da,

convey ur parentz not see much

[me]: no no ...my parents are verymuch ok for that..

its not they are against it

[priya]: ohh k

[me]: problem is...im not serious about that - to put it bluntly

some mind blockage is to be cleared.. (see here..right here this is my problem. I really dont know what Iam talking. I dont know if this is true.)

[priya]: um...

wat

enna block

[me]: little nervous...the thought of settling

[priya]: yyy

[me]: y na...

its feeling...

dont know

y

[priya]: ohhh

ok

dont argue

[me]: just thinkging if am matured for that :( ... i know thats silly (again am blabbering...there is some hesitance in me subconsisiously.My consious knows it is because of something - but it is confused too. But this matured part is total crap i think..again loosing my consience.)

[priya]: letz find opt gal

dae vennam enna kollakaraiya aakatahe

akathae

[me]: y y ?

[priya]: pinna enna if i'm matured

kovam varuma varathae

[me]: also...am thinking....after seeing all these world...probably...i should..

have some good time as bachelor...but before commited...

with soulmate :) (now I think am talking some sense.. I never thought I would put my thought so clearly like this...but honestly I think this was there subconsously in my mind somewhere... but never accepted this yet.)

[priya]: ok pop

[me]: dont tell me too later

late

[priya]: no probs

carry on

definetely u'll get THE BEST

u r such kind of nice person (mm..I think even she was sort of surprise by my statement..may be i never conveyed my peelings so clearly. I think she was kinda surprise-shock to see me talking like this. And to encourage me she is not pulling my legs..otherwise you know her right!!!)

[me]: nono...u didn't get wat i said...i didn't say ...i want to enjoy bachelor-hood alone...but with a girl

is that too much to ask for a bachelor...I dont think so..

enna solrae.?

[priya]: thappu illa

love pannu (Yes, she is honest now and very frank. keeping the pull-my-leg apart she is geniunely advicing me.)

[me]: naan vera romba yookiyana irunthutena....so..should see that part.

[priya]: thatz only sol

[me]: good :)

[priya]: adaddaddad dae adangu

pesame 2 yrs love pannu

apparam kalyanam pannino

un asai ok aaghum

[me]: :-p

[priya]: bachelor life with gal

apparam kalyanam

good

[me]: yup (I know this sounds like some story in Sujatha (I think I read him too much nowadays - blame my brother) but dont know how practical it is. Sujatha is good in portraying complicated characters in girls for e.g., pirivom-santhippom. But I dont know is my thing is complicated or just that i think so. Mmm..may god should help me.)

[priya]: start hunting

[me]: hey...iam talking crazy...i think....my mood would swing completely tommorow.. (Yes honestly this is crazy. but I didn't think too much about this when I type. I just tpyped this..instinctively..)

did u had ur dinner? ...am hungry...asked my friend to get some parcel...will have that and be back in 15 mts

[priya]: hahhahahhahha

[me]: its been a while i spoke to u..

[priya]: po po

[me]: we will do onething...i will have that and be back...in 20 mts

[priya]: 20 mts

feeling sleepy 2day

[me]: though its crazy...its hiding somewhere in my heart...its not something i just cooked now...

no..wait..i'll come

next 5 days would be a roller-coster ride for work...

only time is today.

[priya]: thoda

[me]: 20 mts..

hold on

[priya]: 10 mts

poi thola

28 minutes

[After one hour am still not back...]

[priya]: pop

almost 30 mints gome lusu

feeling too sleepy

i'll get u tommorow sure

seriya

bye bye

[after 10 more mts]

[me]: hey

-- no reposne she is gone to sleep. Will catch her up morrow...i hope by then my mind would have swing back to normal.